Ok I’m like up in flames right now. First with the fact that people like someone better than me. Second my mum has bee bugging me. It’s like she must comment on something EVERY SINGLE DAY! Back to the first one. Main reason that I wanted an early vacay is to get myself away from them. It’s not like I don’t like them at all but sometimes a girl just needs to get away from her friends you know and honestly I feel like they hate me esp the youngest one. She’s always commenting on anything about me like for eg. saying my tummy is cute cause I’m like frigin fat or like I can’t even do a two braid hairstyle cause I seem diff. If you must know, I have a very low self esteem. I know you’re rich, skinny and all, but can’t you just let me be me. I hate to be angry and upset all the time. But you will never know that. I know you must think I’m ridiculous to even think that way eventhough you said you didn’t mean what you said. I JUST FRIGGIN HATE IT. IM FAT. IM THE GIRL THAT’S TRYING HER BEST TO BE FIT. IM THE GIRL WHO’S CRUSH LIKES HER OWN BFF. IM THE GIRL WHO HAS VERY HIGH TEMPER OUTSIDE OF SCHOOL. IM THE GIRL WHO CRIES AT NIGHT THINKING WHY DO I HAVE SUCH BAD LUCK IN LIFE. I sound ungrateful. I always seek for god’s help but I can’t seem to help myself. JEALOUSY. DEPRESSION. INSECURITIES. FATNESS. HEARTBROKEN.